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Monday, April 6, 2009

Another Fine Englishman

Mr. Darcy has a rival.

PBS has been airing Andrew Davies' wonderful adaptation of Dickens' rags to riches story of Little Dorrit. I tried to resist Matthew Macfadyen's characterization of Arthur Clennam, but there is something about that man that is quite simply irresistible to me. And his velvety, sexy voice doesn't help one little bit.

Even if you don't happen to find 19th-century English gentlemen as dreamy as I do, I highly recommend the series.

Once in a great while there is something really beautiful and well-done on television and this is one of those times. The second of five episodes was shown yesterday. The first two complete episodes can be viewed online at the Masterpiece site.

A marriage proposal scene in the second episode breaks the heart into little pieces. Russell Tovey, the actor who portrays John Chivery, does a magnificent job. Everybody is just great in this Dickens classic.

The story has a very timely financial subplot as well.

I don't have the time to put together a decent post here, but I did want to tell you guys about Little Dorrit. And, of course, I needed some kind of post as an excuse to embed these pictures.

Thursday, February 5, 2009

Reason #83 Why I Hate People

I just received the following email:

Look closely at this picture

The President of Argentina received this picture and called it 'junk mail'. 8 days later his son died.

Another man received this picture & immediately sent out copies. His surprise was winning the lottery.

Alberto Martinez received this picture, gave it to his secretary to make copies but she forgot to distribute it. She lost her job & he lost his family.

This picture is miraculous & sacred. Forward to at least 10 people!


I'm sorry that I'm on the emailing list of someone who would fall for this crap. I have never, ever, not even once, forwarded these types of emails. And there have been quite a few. They just piss me off.

This particular type really pisses me off. How can any Christian believe in such superstitious baloney? It is absolutely antithetical to our beliefs. God is neither going to punish nor reward you on the basis of forwarding a stupid email. More likely, He would mark a big red X by your name if you do forward it, you unfaithful idiot.

You know, even through the lowest point of my entire life it would never occur to me for one second to just go ahead and forward the email. Others in my predicament would think they'd have nothing to lose by it, so why not. Not me. I have to be true to myself, my faith and my logic. Participating in this sham, minor as it is, would make me feel like a total loser. Along with common sense, have people also lost their self-respect?

Whoever starts this shit should have their Internet access cut off, along with their arms.

OK, I just had to get that off my chest. Damn. People.

P.S. Please disregard this post if you never hear from me again...


Saturday, January 10, 2009

Fascinating or Fake?

I had a new experience very recently that has been puzzling me. A childhood friend with whom I've lost contact over the years was in town recently visiting her family. We got together, reminiscing over our youthful adventures and catching up on each other's lives since then. She was aware of my ongoing retreat from life. She asked if she could pray for me. During this prayer she suddenly broke into what I instantly recognized to be as speaking in tongues, although I've never heard it before.

The words flowed rapidly and clearly, she was not hysterical nor frenzied. It was a language of some sort, but I didn't understand any of the words, not in the slightest. The only sound I can recall is an "esh" sound. I wish I could remember just one word, but I can't. Intermingled throughout her strange words were sentences in English. It was kind of wild. She had her hand on the side of my head during all this.

I know this woman very well and can vouch for her character. As the child I knew, she was never weird or prone to fanciful notions nor was she any kind of religious fanatic, and does not come from a family that is. She was intelligent, responsible, sensible, unpretentious, sincere and honest, and I could see she still had all those qualities - she hadn't changed a bit. Now, she's a wife and mother, living a normal life in a suburban home. And she speaks in tongues.

I didn't question her about this, except to ask if she understood these words. She did not. Nothing more was said about the matter.

The experience keeps creeping into my thoughts, wondering what's going on here. I found the following article published in the NY Times.

A Neuroscientific Look at Speaking in Tongues

The passionate, sometimes rhythmic, language-like patter that pours forth from religious people who “speak in tongues” reflects a state of mental possession, many of them say. Now they have some neuroscience to back them up.

Researchers at the University of Pennsylvania took brain images of five women while they spoke in tongues and found that their frontal lobes — the thinking, willful part of the brain through which people control what they do — were relatively quiet, as were the language centers. The regions involved in maintaining self-consciousness were active. The women were not in blind trances, and it was unclear which region was driving the behavior.

The images, appearing in the current issue of the journal Psychiatry Research: Neuroimaging, pinpoint the most active areas of the brain. The images are the first of their kind taken during this spoken religious practice, which has roots in the Old and New Testaments and in Pentecostal churches established in the early 1900s. The women in the study were healthy, active churchgoers.

“The amazing thing was how the images supported people’s interpretation of what was happening,” said Dr. Andrew B. Newberg, leader of the study team, which included Donna Morgan, Nancy Wintering and Mark Waldman. “The way they describe it, and what they believe, is that God is talking through them,” he said.

Dr. Newberg is also a co-author of “Why We Believe What We Believe.”

In the study, the researchers used imaging techniques to track changes in blood flow in each woman’s brain in two conditions, once as she sang a gospel song and again while speaking in tongues. By comparing the patterns created by these two emotional, devotional activities, the researchers could pinpoint blood-flow peaks and valleys unique to speaking in tongues.

Ms. Morgan, a co-author of the study, was also a research subject. She is a born-again Christian who says she considers the ability to speak in tongues a gift. “You’re aware of your surroundings,” she said. “You’re not really out of control. But you have no control over what’s happening. You’re just flowing. You’re in a realm of peace and comfort, and it’s a fantastic feeling.”

Contrary to what may be a common perception, studies suggest that people who speak in tongues rarely suffer from mental problems. A recent study of nearly 1,000 evangelical Christians in England found that those who engaged in the practice were more emotionally stable than those who did not. Researchers have identified at least two forms of the practice, one ecstatic and frenzied, the other subdued and nearly silent.

The new findings contrasted sharply with images taken of other spiritually inspired mental states like meditation, which is often a highly focused mental exercise, activating the frontal lobes.

The scans also showed a dip in the activity of a region called the left caudate. “The findings from the frontal lobes are very clear, and make sense, but the caudate is usually active when you have positive affect, pleasure, positive emotions,” said Dr. James A. Coan, a psychologist at the University of Virginia. “So it’s not so clear what that finding says” about speaking in tongues.

The caudate area is also involved in motor and emotional control, Dr. Newberg said, so it may be that practitioners, while mindful of their circumstances, nonetheless cede some control over their bodies and emotions.

Correction: Nov. 11, 2006

An article in Science Times on Tuesday about brain images of people speaking in tongues misstated the origins of the practice in America. It is thought to have begun in Pentecostal churches established in the early 1900s, not in charismatic churches. The charismatic movement began decades later.


Prior to this experience, I was more than a little skeptical about this speaking in tongues. It was my perception that these people were highly imaginative and maybe a little out of touch with reality. OK, I thought they were delusional blabbers. Although, I certainly had no evidence that this was the case. It was a perception, as I had never ever looked into this phenomenon. Now that I have some real evidence - a first-hand experience from someone I would trust with my life, I am mostly curious.

Saturday, November 8, 2008

Game Over

Salt, in one of his comments over at Vox's, linked to this video. This man, Yuri Bezmenov KGB, is so totally right on that I had to post it. The proof of the truth of his words is all around us, every day, all the time.

Most of what he says here is not news. It's obvious to me, as it should be to anyone who is not one of the brainwashed, of whom he speaks. And as he so rightly points out, those who are brainwashed, the useful idiots, are incapable of seeing until it will be too late, regardless of the truth right in front of their eyes. We see clear evidence of this whenever they comment at Vox's. They are mind-bogglingly blind.

The interview was conducted in 1985. If Mr. Bezmenov is still around, he probably considers the election of that Marxist Muslim mullato as game, set, and match. Game over.

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Everything Going As Planned

I ran across this video. It's a bit long at 47 minutes, but gives a clear picture of the reasons for and history behind our current financial predicament. It's not pretty. We haven't a chance to get out of this - there is absolutely nothing that can be done to prevent the total collapse of this country. Of course, that was the plan all along. There is much celebrating going on somewhere. I relish the thought that every last one of the schemers, liars and manipulators behind the New World Order will burn in hell for eternity.

Monday, September 1, 2008

The Enemy Within Gathers At The DNC

Jason Mattera, from hotair.com, went undercover at the DNC. Here are three of the several videos he shot. The rest of the videos are listed across the bottom of any of these after they finish. They're worth watching - in a morbidly fascinating kind of way.

If one were to amass the brains of every leftist freak gathered there, the entirety would not amount to half a working brain. God, how I despise that worthless, useless scum.

Sunday, August 3, 2008

Summertime, When the Living Is Easy


If I were lazing in the shade of one of those palm trees on that beautiful beach, it sure would be easy, breezy and enchanting. It does me good just to look at that picture. But back here in reality, the living ain't so easy. It's so hot you can hardly breathe outside. I shouldn't blame the weather, it's that I am spending far too much time indoors and not acclimated to this 100+ degree heat. That's a clear advantage that jogging has over indoor fitness activities. It got me acclimated to all weather conditions. I'd jog in a 108 degree, midday sun without any problem at all. I'd jog in the freezing rain. I'd jog in the snow. Now, I can barely do any yard work at all without having to stagger indoors to revive myself in the AC. Pathetic. It bothers me that I have allowed myself to be so weakened as to be limited by mere weather conditions.

It can't be helped. Forex trading is a 24-hour market, closing only for a short time from Friday afternoon to Sunday afternoon. Being such and having much to learn, I am always at it - thus accounting for no posts. It's been interesting. I have little variety in my life these days. Trading, commenting at Vox's, working out, chores, and eating the quickly prepared meal. Things are so uneventful for me that I am quite sure the cat leads a more interesting life. He spends hours outside, off on his kitty-cat adventures. When he returns I'm still in the same place, doing the very same thing I was doing when he left.

Nothing more to tell here. I just wanted to post something for the few stragglers that may still come by. I apologize for abandoning those who used to visit my blog. Priorities and my determination to make this work have preoccupied my already addled mind. There's nothing left in there to enable me to write up anything worth reading. I have plenty of thoughts concerning other things, but they fizzle out as fast as a drop of water on a hot frying pan. Probably because when I focus on something, I pretty much exclude everything else from existence.

Hope all is going well with everyone - as well as can be expected in these uncertain times. Regardless of what happens, we can trust in God to get us through it, somehow, someway. Of this I am certain.